What if you cease to exist in my life? Would I still be doing this things right now? Things that somehow I regret doing, realizing some of them are really stupid and out of my will. Pleasing you is the easiest thing that I can do to get your attention but getting you to like me will be the hardest challenge of them all. I know that I have no place in your life now and you only think of me as a friend. People and even myself sometimes think I should stop being stupid and forget about trying. Nevertheless I should and will try to be with you even though i am only a friend to you. Because it's fun to pretend not to know you don't like me and to pretend not to like you. The mere presence of you being around me is good enough for me to make me smile and to complete my day. The only question remaining is......
What if one day, I gave up on trying ? and What are the regrets I will have if I gave up or even failed on trying?
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