Happy "Belated" Valentine's Day

I am sorry I didn't gave you any valentine's gift. I am also sorry for being stupid sometimes. I really do. All I want to say is that I want to thank you for being patient with me. And I do love you even though sometimes I'm not capable of showing it. I hope you'll stay the same and treat me the same as time pass by...... I love you

-Paddington :)

Badibadibup

Keeping the secrets I always hide and telling them to you seems to be easy but its not

I am a person who can't be trusted in your eyes but i have always said what is real

Making someone believe you is hard to do

My heart beats faster and faster whenever the person whom i thought loved me comes by

"You" is the name of the person who i will love,trust me or not you will still be inside my heart forever

Being Friends?

I love you more every day,

wondering if you'll stay

Do you know I feel?

Because I want this to be real.

Sometimes I would stop and think

If I held your hands would your heart sink?

Would you even dream about me at night?

Because I wish you to hold my hand very tight.

Do you think we're meant to be?

Forever together, you and me?

These are the questions that run through my mind,

Your love for me wishing to find.

It drives me crazy as to what I should do.

Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?

Or should I keep my feelings deep inside,

Keep them safe and try to hide.

For I don't know what to do when you're near

Breaking our friendship is what I fear.

I love you more than you could know

But I don't know how to show

So even if I'm just a friend,

I'll love you always through thick and thin.

Stars

Every night I see stars above
I always wish upon a star
I wish that someday a star will fall down
from the sky and land in my heart
But my wish might not come true
So I will make a way to make it happen
Instead I'll be the star who will crash in her heart and
will brighten her lonely hearts :)

Accident :D

Many days have past by since I met you
Air has been limited by the space we have
Consciousness goes weary and the time goes slow
Only you in my sight
Neither me nor the people around us can stop what my heart wants

Come near me to find out what my heart says
A simple word can only express my feelings for you
May fate have its way
Accidents happen for a reason
It is uncontrollable
Same thing as my feelings towards you
Accidents really happen, and you are that accident

What if and What is?

What if you cease to exist in my life? Would I still be doing this things right now? Things that somehow I regret doing, realizing some of them are really stupid and out of my will. Pleasing you is the easiest thing that I can do to get your attention but getting you to like me will be the hardest challenge of them all. I know that I have no place in your life now and you only think of me as a friend. People and even myself sometimes think I should stop being stupid and forget about trying. Nevertheless I should and will try to be with you even though i am only a friend to you. Because it's fun to pretend not to know you don't like me and to pretend not to like you. The mere presence of you being around me is good enough for me to make me smile and to complete my day. The only question remaining is......

What if one day, I gave up on trying ? and What are the regrets I will have if I gave up or even failed on trying?